Monica Harris-Day's perfect world begins a downward spiral the afternoon she comes home to find her husband in bed . . . with another man. After confronting Kevin, her husband of two years, Monica discovers he's had a lifelong struggle with homosexuality that began at the age of ten after he was molested by a deacon in the church. For years, Kevin has sought deliverance, crying out to God to make him straight. He explains his deceit by saying that he thought he had truly been delivered when he married Monica, but was afraid to share his past with her for fear she wouldn't marry him. Kevin begs Monica's forgiveness and wants to save their marriage. He is convinced that God has indeed delivered him from the spirit of homosexuality and that the one-time mistake was just his past coming back to haunt him. Their pastor offers them marital counseling, but Monica suspects he's really concerned about maintaining his mega-ministry. The church has grown to 10,000 members since Kevin became the minister of music. When the pastor swears them to secrecy and urges Monica to stay in the marriage, she thinks Bishop Walker isn't willing to risk the potential scandal and church split that would be caused if the truth were leaked to the congregation. My Soul Cries Out is a compassionate look at the issue of Christians struggling with homosexuality and the redemptive power of God to bring deliverance.

As Parris shares the crying of her soul, she hopes it will encourage individuals who have experienced sexual abuse, psychological and emotional distress to realize that despite the hardship they encountered, they still have a voice. Using spoken words as a calmative Parris helps to diminish the internalize pain that lace abuse and trauma. In My Soul Cries, Parris reveals the pain, shame, guilt, and restorative expressions that colors her life as she struggles to find self-worth amidst the neglect, abandonment, and trauma she faced in life. Parris illustrates through her words how the realization of one’s circumstances can become the force that takes you from darkness into an enlightened space. She hopes that as she shares her voice and opens her soul, it will encourage others to face the reality of their circumstances whatever it is and speak up. It is from this hope that she invites her daughters to join her in giving life to their voices.

Gods Children Are Crying I pray, but nothing changes. I read my bible, but I am not comforted. If God is real, why do I feel so empty inside? And, if God loves me, why do I feel so alone? These are the silent cries of Gods children. Many leave church in the same condition in which they came: broken, weary, lonely, and blind to their purpose for living. They come seeking relief from their spiritual ailments. They dont understand that the solutions they seek require their personal and active participation. God still answers sincere prayer, heals the wounded, and puts lives back together. Things change, people change, but the Word of God remains sound and unchangeable in its instruction for everyday Christian living. It is we who forget that God is a Holy God who commands His children, and those who seek Him, to develop Christ-like character, behavior and standards of living. Holy is as Holy does Because it is written, Be ye holy; for I am holy. [1 Peter 1:16] Forget the old clichs: Come as you are; God knows my heart; Nobodys perfect. To experience the fullness of Christ working in our lives, we must renew our pursuit of child-like faith. We must surrender all and desperately say My Soul Cries Holy, Holy, Holy.

My Soul Cries Out is a book of visitations, poetry of love, repentance, and forgiveness has to do with my own personal life experiences with mental illness, spiritually, physically, and emotional hurt and feelings. It will cover some of my earlier years as a teen and as young lady who made mistakes but who also believe in The Most High and his power to heal and forgive me for my sins. My soul cries out also cover many important and also sensitive topic that we face in society. It is my hope that this book will bring hope and healing to all those who read my soul cries out. And may Yahua bless you all on your journey.

”She is Emily, Emily Marchionne: my life and my joy” in the book there are two interwoven stories between autobiography and romantic and dramatic tale. With an important message. In the first story we find Simone De Rosi, a sensitive guy, a dreamer who believes in love. Funny, dramatic situations are created around him that will change his life. In the course of the story he will fall by Emily Marchionne. In the second story appears Giorgio, a quiet boy, who was also a dreamer, who hopes to meet his rematch in love. It will cross the passions of protagonists, projects for the music, all narrated by a particular place and a particular person, which intrudes into the plots of the stories; to make sure everything goes the right way, but comes to terms with himself.The novel deals with various issues. It's an autobiography, in fact there are events in the two stories actually lived, but also fictitious events. It's psychological because enters the hard ”Pathology” of bipolar disorder, a shadow that falls on people that is really hard to pinpoint and then ”treat”. More generally it's romantic, because the love story of the characters is crucial in the evolution of the latter. And of course is dramatic because it happen get very sad, that disrupt the lives of the protagonists. Can easily identify with them because the author is a young man who has tried the emotions and experiences that for better or worse we all lived. What dumbfounding, in a good way, is that reading page after page we ask ourselves what message or shall we say the moral of the text. Probably each of us will do a different effect. Curiosity will push to read line after line, devouring every word.

Please Note: This is Part 1 of a 2 Part Series! After years of being in a passionate yet ultimately unfulfilling relationship with her boyfriend of ten years,Amina Johnson has had enough. After three engagement rings and no wedding on the horizon Amina has packed her bags. While relocating to a new state to start over Amina forges an unlikely friendship with two women who end up being just the friends she so desperately needs. Amina will soon find ending her long term relationship isn't going to be as easy as she'd once thought when deception is involved and women she thought were friends have been waiting in the wings to be her mans ten year girlfriend. Tags: ebooks, freebies, urban fiction free, african american , Urban Fiction, African American Romance, Urban Romance, Black Romance, Black Authors, Urban books black authors, urban books black authors , african american books, free books, free full books by candace mumford, urban romance,ms.bam,interracial romance,African-American romance

This book is a private collection of personal thoughts, a look through a window of relationships, good and bad times, divine images, an elegy of life, and the pathos of death. Its journey has healed, blessed, and truly taken me through a revelatory metamorphosis that has cleansed me and left me a better man. I sincerely hope that it may bless you in a similar fashion.

Her Soul Cries (bold & italicized title) was birthed to promote the need for an emotional purging of the soul as a true means for wholeness...In doing so it exposes human nature in its rawest form. The book is nontraditional and is a true depiction of the baggage life gives us to carry. It symbolizes a slow progressiveness from an existence of utter disparity to one of needed change-on a personal level. It includes themes of rejection, domestic abuse, and sexuality. Each one are inclusive to families and communities. Her Soul Cries (bold & italicized title) represents a wide range of emotion. Lighthearted memories are mingled with those that may be more difficult to digest, grasping your attention and arousing your curiosity. This book is written to promote understanding as a replacement for judgment. The writer uses a combination of poetry, prose, random thoughts, teachable statements, and related bible references to create a sense of connection with the reader.

This is part 2 of a 2 part series. Amina Johnson has finally left her boyfriend of ten years and put some much needed distance between herself and Roderick Thomas. Though no amount of miles is a safe haven away from Roderick when she's carrying his child and still madly in love with him. Can an estranged couple who has already had a ten year together sort through the many problems in their relationship to fall in love with one another all over again? Amina ran away from her relationship with Roderick thinking their biggest problem was that Roderick has no problem putting a ring on it. He just wasn't willing to do it legally. What underlying issues may have prevented him from taking the final leap with the love of his life? Find out now in the conclusion of Soul Cry. Tags: ebooks, freebies, urban fiction free, african american , Urban Fiction, African American Romance, Urban Romance, Black Romance, Black Authors, Urban books black authors, urban books black authors , african american books, free books, free full books by candace mumford, urban romance,ms.bam,interracial romance,African-American romance