Life is difficult and filled with tragedy and struggle. Beautiful Pain explores the difficulties presented through our adoption and life in general. The book poetically delves into the purpose of pain and the beauty we can find on the other side. It tells the story of adopting our son and the many tears that were encountered along the way. It also explores stories of the pain that life inevitably brings while showing a glimpse of the light on the other side of our trudge through the mud. A poetic call for hope, Beautiful Pain presses forth into the muck and mire of life, identifying with all readers through the common struggle of humankind.

In the varied concatenation of life’s experiences lies its essence–a journey full of joy and pain. Man comes with pristine qualities of truthfulness, simplicity, and the wonder of nature. In his birth lies his religion. It is his passage through the world that is often full of struggle; in response, he looks for a God to help him. A Beautiful Pain presents a collection of poems ruminating on joy, beauty, and the wonder of life. Meditating on life’s meaning, it explores the range of human emotions, from the pain of first heartbreak to a study of the quintessence of inner luminosity. Poet Maharaj Kaul searches for the truth of life in this collection, which like life itself is multi-faceted and has a few grand themes running through it. There is a road in front of us smoother than any highway we have seen, There is music beckoning us more rapturous than we have ever heard, There is faith in us stronger than a million facts we have known, There is a light within us more luminous than the thousand exploding suns, We were born with a spirit thirsting for the infinite. —from “Quintessence of Inner Luminosity”

Warning: This book is not for the faint of heart. If you deal with triggers, please read this book with caution. Material consists of adult content and BDSM. I was sent away for protection. Pulled from a world and forced into another, I lost myself on the way. No emotion. Only walls to hide feelings that were now masked behind a barrier. Matteo Santos opened my eyes. He helped me see through the darkness that consumed my soul. He breathed life into my lungs, gripping my heart until it beat again. With a darkness of his own, it haunted him, turning him into a beautiful Master of seduction and pain. Through trust and love, we would battle our pasts together. Before they took control...completely. "Not everything is as it seems." ~ Beautiful Pain

Gas·light: Verb Tense manipulate (someone) by psychological means into questioning their own sanity. This is a poetry book about narcissistic emotional abuse and trauma.

The Daily Lesson is not your average self-help book. It's a collection of thoughts and reflections that challenge you to look at life differently. With a touch of philosophy, each essay explores topics we often think about but rarely talk about. From dealing with the loss of our parents to understanding love's complex nature, this book gets to the heart of what it means to be human. These essays are straightforward and speak to modern-day experiences, bringing a fresh perspective to familiar feelings. Whether you've seen some of these ideas before or they're completely new to you, each will leave you thinking. You might find that an idea from this book becomes a turning point in how you see the world. The Daily Lesson is a call to introspection and a challenge to the status quo. For the thinker, the dreamer, and the seeker, this book is an invitation to unearth life's profound truths and transformative insights—one by one at your own pace.

A treatise on the exploration of the nature of the Sublime in Nature and Art from the Enlightenment to the late RomanticPeriod; as a formative mode of expression, signifying changes in the aesthetic tastes and perceptions of Nature as seen in the works of Vincent Van Gogh.

Explores the history of pain in Western literature and culture to restore the bridge between pain and meaning.

The Writings/Poems in this beautiful book are life challenges and personal experiences I had the opportunity to experience or some else that was closed to me experienced. Also, during my journey, I've witnessed, observed and internalized a lot of hardships, as well as exciting things that relates to our society and God has given me the ability to create and write from my heart to the hearts of others. People need hope, faith, healing, peace & security to survive in the world today. It's God's desires as well as mine to see love, harmony, strength, wholeness, wellness, oneness as well as prosperity, in every area of my brothers and sisters lives. No matter what color you are, in God's eyes we are ONE! Please allow, the words from my heart to penetrate to your heart to may be bring a change in your life and you can be the one to touch somebody else's heart and bring about a change to their hearts.

A smart, sexy guide to embracing the repressed, tabooed, and often unwanted aspects of ourselves so we can discover our inner power and finally live the life we deserve. “We always get exactly what we want; but often, though we may not be aware of it, what we most want is dark—very dark.” Each of us has a dual nature: we are light (conscious) and dark (unconscious). The dark side of our personality—the “other,” the shadow side—is made up of what we think is our primitive, primal, negative impulses—our “existential kink.” Our existential kink also drives the dark or negative repeating patterns in our life: always choosing the abusive partner or boss, settling for less, thinking that we’re undeserving, not worthy. But it also is the source of our greatest power. In Existential Kink, Carolyn Elliott, PhD, offers a truth-telling guide for bringing our shadow into the light. Inviting us to make conscious the unconscious, Elliott asks us to own the subconscious pleasure we get from the stuck, painful patterns of our existence. Existential Kink provides practical advice and meditations so we truly see our shadow side’s “guilty pleasures,” love and accept them, and integrate them into our whole being. By doing so, Elliott shows, we bring to life the raw, hot, glorious power we all have to get what we really want in our lives.

What American dream? Each short story in I Have a Nightmare takes place in a different part of the United States: New York City, San Francisco, Chicago, a suburb, a university town, and a commercial fishing boat in Alaska's Bering Sea. Instead of experiencing the American dream the whites, blacks, immigrants, and men & women in these short stories experience the reality of the American nightmare. I Have a Nightmare is written in a mostly conventional narrative style, and was Wolf Larsen's first book.