When Candie Montgomery reluctantly leaves a good job in Chicago to help save her family's failing used car business, she's shocked to find that the townspeople of Pinewood, Kentucky are shunning her—all 876 of them. Rumor has it that Candie's to blame for the broken engagement between her twin sister Sarah and her close friend Nick. But how can she be the other woman without even knowing it? With the family business, her reputation, and her relationship with Sarah on the line, Candie needs an insta-boyfriend to put a lid on the gossip, pronto. Damage control comes in the sexy form of Tommy Tucker. It was supposed to be a quick fix, but Candie might just be in for the long haul.

A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.