Understanding. Knowledge. Insight. It is the goal of most people and humanity in general to understand and to gain knowledge. To understand our natural world. To understand space. To understand those things so tiny we can never see them. We want to understand what other people are saying, insight into what they are feeling and what makes them tick. For most people, it is natural to want to understand more about a wide variety of topics and disciplines. Perhaps the most important understanding of them all is the knowledge of self. Adult babies have traditionally not fared well in the area of understanding of ourselves. The few professional attempts to explain ABDL behaviour and thinking have been less than helpful and often insulting and deeply offensive. Being described as a paraphilia alongside and adjacent to paedophilia and other serious disorders has been the nightmare that has haunted the community for a generation. Slowly however, the light has been dawning on the extraordinary world of the adult baby. The first step was the recognition that being an adult baby is no mere affectation, fetish or odd choice of behaviour. It was the understanding that the baby self is a genuine and subjectively real identity. Not a thing, not a concept or a feeling, but an identity. A few professionals have belatedly drifted onto the scene and made a few inroads, but they have been well behind the small group of hard-working ABDLs themselves who have sought to build a body of understanding on who we are. Knowing who we are is the key to success, happiness and the ability to move forward. The works of B. Terrance Grey, Rosalie and Michael Bent led the way to building an intellectual basis of understanding of who Adult babies are. Then came Dylan Lewis, whose canon of work in this area has no peer. This new book – Living Happily as an Adult Baby – makes a promise in its title that is almost obscene in its arrogance. Adult Babies have often struggled with the power of their baby identity and happiness - especially long-term happiness – has often eluded them. This work is commended to all adult babies, their family and friends as it seeks to further humanity’s understanding of this most complex identity structure. The Adult Baby.

The sissy baby is a very common and wonderful part of the wide ABDL landscape. A boy/man that wants nappiesfor sure, but also panties and perhaps a bra. They want baby clothes like we all do, but mainly baby girl dresses - frilly bonnets, pink outfits, a pink dummy, dolls to play with, and a feminine crib and nursery. This collection of four wonderful books is all about that. About boys who want to be sissy baby girls, even if they don't know that at the beginning. These are not erotic tales of sissy sex or sizzling adventures into sissyhood. Rather, they are stories of how real-life sissy babies appear and develop and the people/family around them that embrace and enhance their lives. You will love these wonderful books and the characters you will meet as they discover and realise their true identity as a Sissy Baby Girl. The book titles are: ** A Mother's Love ** Home Detention ** The Book Club Baby ** Where Big Babies Live 167,000 words

Being an Adult Baby can be both a wonderful experience and deeply frustrating one. We want what we cannot have and we often find controlling this drive a difficulty. This book is a collection of 31 essays, articles and stories from a handful of ABDL authors whose knowledge and experience helps us all. If you wear nappies/diapers a little, a lot or constantly, this book can be a guide. If you want to be a baby a little, a lot or constantly, it can help you understand more about it. And for all of us, this book offers not just understanding, but some practical tips and helps on living life as an Adult Baby. We all know it can be a hard deal at times, but at others, we are blessed we reliving infancy while the rest of the world is blissfully ignorant of the wonders of babyhood. We are very special and we are very different and so, we need our own guide books to help us on the way. This is one such book.

Sex. One of the most mysterious words in the entire English language. And in any language, sex remains that mysterious aspect of life that we all want, enjoy, fear and misunderstand. Its power is enormous, able to move powerful men and women sometimes with a mere surge of hormones. It is both the cement of relationships and the destroyer of lives. We all feel it. We all desire it and yet, we understand it poorly. We can disrespect and misuse it. We can allow endless masses of porn to destroy the truth of sexual intimacy. And if that wasn’t a big enough morass of confusion mixed with delight, you add the complication of being adult babies into the mix… and understanding is even further away. Being an adult baby is both deeply confusing and at times overpowering - all in its own right. We do not need the additional layer of confusion that sexuality brings to it. But it is here just the same, regardless of how we feel about it. Believing that you are - in a subjectively real way - still in part, a baby is at odds with the post-pubescent experience of sexual arousal, engagement and climax. How can we be babies and toddlers and still be fully sexual beings? And how do we combine the two without torturing ourselves by the fear of being inappropriate? Many have asked that question and struggled with the dual aspects of who we are – adult and infant. Dylan Lewis begins a deep and detailed analysis of sex and adult babies. He answers some of the complex and confusing aspects of sexual behaviour we experience while still wearing diapers, baby clothes and sucking a dummy. This book has the power to answer academic questions but also to relieve us of the burdens and fears that our dual natures often impose on us. Read and discover the truth of being a sexual being AND an Adult Baby.

Knowing who you are and what your personal identity is will always be a powerful and important goal. For diaper wearers and adult babies of course, this is complicated by the duality of nature - part infant and part adult. Understanding that is terribly difficult and for most, we end up staggering through life, not really sure who we are, how we came to be and how to feel good about ourselves. These FOURbooks in one volume lay a great psychological foundation on the issues of Adult Regression and a worthy read for anyone interested in the topic, either as an observer or as a participant. If you are an adult baby or related to one, this book will give you a deeper understanding of just why ABDLs exists and how to understand why it is not something you can just decided to give up or stop doing. It is part of the identity and therefore, part of who we truly are.

Who we are and who we understand ourselves to be is of immense importance to us and yet, as Adult Babies, we are often flummoxed by that question. Why do we have these babyish feelings? Why do we wear diapers and can still access our toddler feelings and emotions? This new book by Dylan Lewis explores the psyche of the Adult Baby and how it functions and through various stages of development. If you are an Adult Baby, this book is recommended to help you understand not just who you are, but also your value and place as an AB in the world. You are not common, but you are normal. You are poorly understood by the world, but you don't need to be poorly understood by yourself.

It is said that ‘no one gets out of childhood unharmed’. And for diaper-wearers and Adult Babies, it is way too true. This is one of those truisms that understands that we all carry some scars and drag around some burden that developed in childhood. Despite the best efforts of parents, family, teachers and those around us, there are always things we pick up along the way that causes us a measure of trouble or difficulty later on. Parents are not perfect and Mary Poppins is not real. Life is full of mistakes, failings and weakness, even in the best of people. Fortunately for most of us, these childhood-grown issues are relatively small and well within our capacity to manage and live with. But not everyone is so lucky. This new book by Dylan Lewis – the third in the series – explores the issue of early childhood, where our memories do not reach, but the effects are still felt today. For Adult Babies, there is an element of difficulty or trauma that was most likely trivial to everyone else, but ‘wounding’ to ABs. Go on a journey of discovery with Dylan Lewis and Healing Childhood Wounds.

Following from the popular book "Six Misfits", the story continues with more adventures for our group of six very different, LGBT/Teen Baby 'social misfits'. While holidaying together again at the scene of their previous encounter with trouble, our group of teenage heroes encounter a mysterious man and his adorable dog, Harley. Naturally, this leads to adventure, danger and risk and even more discovery of who they are and how it is okay to be who they are... even if they are Princesses or babies! A highly regarded, thoroughly entertaining series for teens and adults wanting to read about LGBT characters as they journey through life.

In a city somewhere exists a gated community for the very unique - a place where 'special' babies live, breathe, go to school, learn and escape the pressures of their unique identity. A community for those whose baby needs will not be hidden nor dismissed. Adults, teenagers and children - all babies on the inside - have special needs and are not accepted by the community at large. Learning to be a baby in an adult world is hard and for many, impossible. Some don't make it through, but there is a place for the few where the baby inside can also be the baby outside and the adult life that must invariably be ultimately traversed, becomes easier after time spent... Where Big Babies Live Sanctuary for the babies in so many of us is here. Now. Come and read about four young people and their parents and how they came to a place of safety and adventure... in nappies.

Being an adult baby can be confusing and difficult at times. This book of thirty essays and articles addresses some of the issues, needs and problems of the ABDL community and is part of the AB Discovery group. They are a wonderful resource and helpful for understanding ABDL life and feelings. Updated July 2020